13.6.15

I hate me

I hate me
because I am not you
I don't believe I look bad
You look at me and say how ugly you are
I think I'm not too thin
You look at me and say how fat you are
I don't like to look in the mirror
You just keep staring at your own face

(silence)

I am the manifestacion of everything you hate
Therefor I am not myself
but will always be you

I am not because it will only be you
My life is you

You are the problem
You are the cause
You are the relief
You are the solution

There was never room for me
No matter how thin I will ever be.